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well hiya

just want to say hello and see how all the people are on here who helped me grow through high school & college

how are you guys? what have you been up to in your artistic journeys?

if no one's still here i hope that everyone is well & successful or on their way there!

-brux
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Uh

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I'm still alive?

Funny that sometimes I'd come back to this place for a few minutes before I get embarrassed about leaving it and run away, and I'd see that in my profile it says I'm not a barista, but I am now. So much has changed.

I realize that ideally I shouldn't promise activity here because every time I say I'm back, something gets in my way. I'm graduating college this semester and then will be trying to find my place in the big bad world, but if I can, I'd like to revisit dA as much as possible to see where all the people I knew and loved on here are at, so I think that'll be my mission, subject to life blocks.

I finished "The Problem with False" only very recently. As of late I've kept what I write to myself...save for what I submit to creative writing workshops. I get panicked a lot about where I'm going to be in ten years, and wanting to be published to work my life passion, but at the same time feeling afraid that I'm not good enough. It's not a very healthy perspective, and as a result I've turned from wanting to be published for now so that I can focus on what this is really all about. I just love to write. I feel like it's what I was born to do. Whether my stories go someplace or not I'm glad I made them, because I was happy when I made them. I'm just happy to write, first things first. I've got to keep that in mind.

Let me know how you're doing? I'm just going...to be roaming around looking at galleries, and stuff and things.
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Bear with me.

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My laptop finally gave up and died. Naturally, that's where I had been saving The Problem With False (inadvertently, I meant to save on my flash but it redirected it to the computer memory and apparently had been saving there ever since).
Luckily, I have them here, so it's going to be a game of copy paste. Right now though I'm jammed. I can't afford to get a new one or shell out to have it fixed; I'm going to take it to staples to see if there's a quick solution but I highly doubt it from what the FAQ is saying. Was going to start designing for tshirts and buttons but my art software was on that laptop, so I can't do that either.
I have my gaming comp, and although it's exclusively for that, it has good memory, so I'll probably be forced to transfer my schoolwork, writing processes, and art capability (basically making it the everything comp) to it.
So I'm going to go quiet for a while to try and fix the damage done by unreliable devices. :B See you around.
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Little ones

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We welcomed two squidgees into the family today. ❤ Little Pip is at the water bottle in the photo, and Marcie is being a monkey in the back. It warms my heart to give my love to some little ones again after LouLou's passing.
They are the absolute sweetest little monkeys. C:

Pip is (we think) a powder blue capped dumbo. When her adult coat starts coming in, we'll get to find out how much the blue is going to darken, it could go slate blue, or stay powder. Marcie is a beige Irish dumbo with pink eyes. Loving them much. ; u ; Sorry about the bad quality! Phone to deviantart didn't work that well. (plus they're always moving.)
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I'm older today than I was yesterday. Wouldn't you know? I turn my back for one second...
Now that I think about it that pretty much applies to every day of your life but...you know what I mean.
Here's hoping this year is a better one.
Getting back into writing, so there will be an update probably next week. :D
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